Today is going to be a good day!

It's Thursday. We are nearing the weekend. We are nearing Christmas. And, we are nearing a new year. Can you believe 2017 is almost upon us? This year I have done astonishingly well getting through the seasonal depression that ails me every year during this season. Mainly, because I have finally found a good group of friends who are so supportive, like minded, and true to theirselves, I can't imagine how I survived so long without a group of friends like them. I wouldn't trade them in for anything. This has truly been the year of love, and super friends.

But I have been on this spiritual journey. I've been working to fix myself. I finally feel I can do so. It's such a weight off of my shoulders. Today after I got ready and was about to leave the house for work, I kissed my fiancé and said "gotta go! Love you!" He, in the best response ever, said "Have a great day today no matter what!"

No matter how skeptical I can be in the mornings, I've been on this (step out of your comfort zone) kick. So I agreed to do so. I agreed to have a good day, no matter how easy I could have been a grouchI Today I am going to be awesome! I know the girl with sparkles in her eye was being nice. Eat your hearts out world! Anyway,  what he said got me thinking.

Lately I've been using mantras all day. And today, what he said is going to be my mantra.



Now let's start today's journey shall we.

(insert coffee into mug first of course.)

 

Ok. I'm about ready.

 



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It was raining on the way to work this morning and I could have been annoyed by the rain as usual. Not that I'm a cynic. It's just when I'm tired, I'm just not right! Haha.  But I thought, about the perspective of a raindrop if it could talk...."Here I am I've worked so hard to get to you. I had to evaporate. I had to condensate. Then I had to work my way out of a huge cloud competing with all kinds of other rain drops to be ahead of the pack and squeeze my way out. I was on cloud 9 and I worked so hard just to get to your planet! And you humans don't even like me!" Why do we complain about rain? From my perspective, rain you are beautiful. Thanks so much!

Sincerely,

The Girl With Sparkles in Her Eyes

My dream about the TV show- The Voice

So I apologize as I realize, I haven't posted since July. For that I am sorry. But I don't think anyone actually reads my blog anyway.

Last night I had a dream that was kind of epic and completely relevant to my life as a performer. So I had to share and hopefully someone will read it and be grateful. If not, this will be a reminder to myself.

I dreamt that I auditioned for The Voice and you could only make it if you paid them a minimum of $300 to be on TV for a few seconds within the show. That's right! $300 and that was the smallest package! If you wanted to be on during any further episodes or rounds, you had to pay even more for each minute you were on there. If I wanted to win, I would have to pay them thousands of dollars and that still wasn't a guarantee no matter how well I performed!

Anyway, I made all the way to the final round of the pre- auditions at which point I was to be chosen to on the show. It was amazing! I had beaten literally hundreds of people and everyone who had made it was celebrating their accomplishment (because they paid the $300 and was on their way to being famous) and I was upset because I didn't get on because I wasn't stupid enough to pay that much dough just for a few seconds on TV as a person auditioning. lol

I just remembered the dream and realized it wasn't real! LOL It took me a couple of cups of coffee for the full lucidness of my dream to kick in. Anyway, lesson learned from that, I need to stop caring what people think so much. By the time they would have made it, all but the ones who were born with a chrome spoon would make it to the final rounds. And the rest would be so poor they would have to sale all of their instruments!

When things like this happen, you have a choice. you can either give up because you didn't get the few seconds of fame that ended your career. Or you can realize your full potential. I can do this!

Tell yourselves that! Weather you are a musician, or a stay at home mom, or a lawyer, or a social worker... whatever you are having self doubt about and need a push towards succeeding at! "I can do this! I am smart! I am strong! And I am important!"

Can you tell I've been trying to balance my chakras?